chocolate biscuits ♥

I'm drinking hot chocolate and eating plain chocolate digestives on a cold day in my 6th floor flat in edinburgh.

But I bought the nasty marshmallows instead of the good ones and that tainted my happiness a little bit.

Things I love about here:

• that I feel like this is the start of my career and my passion and all the hopes I have for the future can come true here
• looking out the windows here is so different, living in a city I can see all the little people far below my window walking around like ants lost on their way home
• that I'm learning to cook things
• the coolest lamp-post I've ever seen is on my street
• i like the way I have to stand on my bed to close the curtains
  

Things I hate about here:

• i still feel lonely, and I can't text up my friends and we'll watch a dvd
• everyone's social lives revolve around alcohol and mine doesn't so mine doesn't exist much
• the lift is broken
• i don't like my driving instructor here, he teaches different to the lovely Karen and it makes me feel stupid
• there is no double glazing and I live above a bar

That is about it. It's fun to sit on the windowsill and look out at all the streets and the people in the offices across from me. I wonder what they are doing, still there at six o'clock on a friday, what are their lives like that they need to work so hard?

Go look at her flickr and her livejournal. That's why I wanted hot chocolate in the first place. Honestly, 3 out of the 5 tabs I have open are her stuff. She seems to have stopped posting which is a horrible tragedy but just go and look at everything and be inspired. Everything is so beautiful, it's like the embodiment of a fairytale.
Photos in my room: